Hi! I just wanted to share I'm back living at my grandma's house! wohoo. Well it's easier to live here and makes me not think about problems too much. Can I say that the surroundings is also very healthy? hmm yeah. it's better like that. I don't know how I'll get my job back tho? The internet here is a little too slow for teaching online :/ I'm afraid I need to look for another job again :/ I'm sorry. I'm gonna start sending applications again to other companies after I finish this semester. I might not do much for now but I guess. I'll be a full time student again. I hope I can see you guys again

look at how invested I am at translating this. I'm a crazy person. I just wanted to share. I can't believe I translated a message another user gave me. I didn't even know. I got another message and it was anneyong. I feel really stupid. I'm playing not because of the language. But now I'm learning the language because of the game. aia what have I gotten myself into?

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I dunno about you guys but I find myself in a little bit too troublesome situation. I think I need to reprimand myself. I did not expect myself to do this but I'm learning a few korean words. Why? Because I'm addicted to playing again. I do not understand a word unless I write them down. So here I am with another ring. This time not just for Japanese and Russian. Now, Korean is also gonna be in the ranks. I'll post a picture tomorrow. I can't believe myself.

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I'm super laughing at how ridiculous I am right now. I'm back to playing games I used to like. and what is on my mind right now? I want to learn Korean. Why? Because I want to understand what I'm playing hahahahahahahaha. I can't believe how absurd I sound. Even to my own ears. I'm laughing at myself until now.

Reasons to learn Korean: So I can play the Korean server of the game I'm playing.

 Well this should be a bit of past progressive because I'm currently playing the game but I still can't stop laughing at the reason why I want to learn Korean. I dunno? Maybe just game words? Maybe? but I just wanted to say I've been enjoying myself playing lately. But I guess I need to find a job for summer. It's almost April. So I guess I need to find a job next week or so. For now. I'm going to enjoy these freebies I got from the Korean Server 😂

じゃね

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I just realized a few days ago that I haven't taught anyone for the past 2 weeks. I got deactivated at work 😞  I've been talking to my bosses and I just need to do some things for them then I can go back to work. I feel really bad that I haven't been working. I haven't even learned Japanese or Russian for the last 3 weeks. I honestly want to say it's just because of my internet being bad and that I was busy in school. But I want to be honest with all of you and tell you guys that I have a problem. I didn't see myself as someone worthy to teach anyone else when I wasn't in a very good mental state. So I decided not to teach since I didn't think I could make anyone happy by forcing myself to teach despite not being happy myself. I guess I'll just leave it with me being very unhappy with my family and that I don't have their support. I mean it when I say support, not even financially. I've been starving myself a bit because I couldn't work and I couldn't help myself from my mental sickness. I waited for my mind to at least feel better before coming back. Now that I am coming back, I got a greeting from my bosses that my account was deactivated for not teaching. I'm really sorry. I hope I can see everyone again soon.

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