Hi. sorry for being super busy lately. I know that this is kind of unfair and that is actually something I think myself. I've become mentally attached to this blog and I've been kind of really off and all over the place because I haven't blogged. Well blogging is the best way for me to restart my thoughts and give input on things I find or am curious about. I will try my best to make new blogposts today until the end of May >w< If you may have noticed May is the most few blogposts I have since making this blog and I feel really sad and bad that I haven't made anything interesting.

If I'm going to be honest something bad happened to me lately as well. Last Wednesday I lost my phone you guys :"| So I'll mostly have a hard time taking pictures for this blog as well :( I might bring my laptop everywhere now.

I wanna say more but I dunno if I can. So sorry.

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First off, I wanna say this is all Mafu's influence. So yeah. I'm now kinda addicted to this band because of her. First off I wanna say. I've always been semi fascinated with Enka. And rock music has been one of my default favorites so. This is soo much of a cherry on top for me. I was totally happy Mafu shared this with me last Friday and I was table flipping happy.


As of now I still don't know if I have any favorite song. But if I have to at least pick one, I think I like 千本桜 I loved the most out of all of them.


I have to say that one thing that really made me love this band is that they show or remind other people how awesome loving your tradition is.


and somehow incorporating new ways of singing the traditional ways is really very awesome. It shows that somehow we millenials still care about the past but somehow we want to show it in a different way.


kinda like how the world sees us. We are very different and expressive and you know what we are awesome

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Hiya I just wanted to share that since yesterday I've been talking with an old friend of mine. And you see he spread some light on my life right now. hahahaha. He made me realize a lot of things about myself. Well I'm gonna list them out because I think he might say more later and I might share more later because I think there are more things about me that he might reveal to me. hahaha. I somehow think he knows me better than myself so Imma let him do what he wants.

sad post. no need to read.

I just wanted to share that right now I'm having difficulty posting new blogposts because (1) the elelctions made me travel from end to end of Metro Manila and Cavite please don't be too literal. (2) work makes it semi impossible for me to even have independent thoughts. (3) I've become depressed lately. I know that saying you're depressed is kind of bad but it's true. I've been having some very unhealthy thoughts lately and it's affecting both my health and hoe I see my goals. Last night, I even wanted to fight someone who doesn't have a clue what's even happening. So yeah. I'm depressed and I have no idea what to do with it. I really want to apologize to people I've been bothering lately. I hope I don't get too hated for being disoriented. I wish I know what's happening to my life even. I need someone. or even anyone to comfort me now. I want to cry.

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I just wanted to say that I really used to hate my hair. I dunno why but somehow I've learned to love it. Especially now that I've been doing lots of different things with it. Well almost everything but made it flat straight. I dunno why I'm even talking about this. Maybe because I was crazy sleepy this morning and decided to take a picture of my hair. And then I saw my face and I look grotesque. I mean really grotesque. haha. I'm super sleepy and maybe even sleep deprived. But I laughed myself off with a picture of myself and posted it to facebook. Well I didn't post my after picture there. But I decided to post it here


I'm vain aren't I? See you guys in class later. Imma sleep for a bit :) I didn't even realize how early I am today :))

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SPOILERS! YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!

I'm not sure if I told anybody from work other than Gela, Sadee and Zyra or my students. But I really love watching AT. I mean I watched it yesterday and now I kinda feel refreshed watching it again. Well I'm doing this review because yesterday they aired an episode with FP on it and I couldn't resist not watching it because I totally love FP and FinnxFP So yeah. I'm doing this. I made lots of gifs with FP and Finn for this. And I kinda changed my mind and put (FinnxFlamePrincess) on the title because I feel like I'll just talk about them. I might make another post about AT that's not just about the 2 of them.


First off I wanna say I'm happy that they're finally interacting! I was kinda super sad that she didn't have any big roles during season 6. I mean she's part of the main cast but she didn't have a big role there so I was really disappointed. I mean c'mon only a cameo with CB on Mountain during season 6? What's up Frederator? So it's a big relief that I finally get to see her again this season. And you know what makes me really happy? She's rapping! Like oh my glob! Are they doing this on purpose? oh my glob. She's paired to Finn's favorite past time beatboxing. Please let me not be the only one to think that she unconsciously picked up this new hobby because it kinda reminds her of him. I mean Finn also loves rapping


So I think somehow she picked it up from him as well. Oh yeah I have a shipper heart so I notice things like these I just wanted to share that other than the 2 of them the only characters in the Land of Ooh that can rap are the bears. I mean even Jake doesn't rap even if he can do beatboxing. So yeah. Anyway I wanted to do this post because I wanted to do an appreciation for the 2 of them for not talking for a long time. I'm only gonna post the good times ok?


Ok since I wanted to share I might as well start from the beginning. This was how they actually first met. It was kinda funny actually because Jake was the one who actually first saw FP. and pretended to not like her anymore because he thought FP was evil like her father said. But Finn did actually fell for her at first sight regardless of what Jake says.


Which is a really cutie patootie happening because FP was really angry at first at him because of what Jake did and Finn was all blunt and says I like you and FP becomes all flushed at the gif above. Watch more of those episodes to know how they really met Season 3 Incendium and Season 4 Hot to the Touch.


Imma skip the other episodes and just share this cutie patootie episode. This was the time FP first referenced Finn as her boyfriend. It was soo cute because at first you just see them being kinda self centered at this episode but you see how they kind of adjust to one another just so they can have fun together. It's really soo sweet of them (♥ω♥ ) ~♪ Season 5 Vault of Bones


I wanna share this episode of full out FinnxPB episode. It's soo cute that they made this totally innocent way of Finn and PB hugging. It's sooo adorable!（*´▽｀*）


But of course this episode wasn't all cuties and hearts. I wanna say more but I don't wanna spoil all the way. I just wanted to comment on the above picture that that moment made me realize how much Finn actually likes her. Like her life because fire needs a lot of oxygen to be "alive" is actually shortening his but he still gave her his oxygen even if it means somehow endangering his. We all know that Finn is selfless. But somehow everything about this pic made me realize that he trully loved her because he didn't think about himself anymore and just thought of her. I know that there are times that when he helps others he goes and thinks about the pros and cons of helping them. But for her he didn't think about anything and just went to help her. I just also wanted to point out that in life that it's true that we can love someone that can be dangerous for us.


But you know what? He tries everything he can just to show how much he loves her. And I love him for that. And FP appreciates that Season 4 Burning Low Aia this post is kinda making me want them to have a relationship again (˃̥̥ω˂̥̥̥) Either way. I'm forever gonna be team FinnxFP! I might make another set of review about Adventure Time. So I hope you read by then o(^◇^)o Catch you guys (/^▽^)/

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Bonus (Bacon Pancakes)

I am a big worrywart. I worry about everybody around me. I mean even those people I don't usually interact with. I give them smiles and positive vibes to make them feel better. But looking at myself now. I realize I need someone like me. I mean I can't even walk straight today. Thankfully I'm on my day off so it's good. But looking at myself right now I feel awful. I've been giving everyone else my energy that I didn't realize I don't have any left, for myself. I dunno but I don't think I can stop this habit(?) or attitude? of mine. Even if it drains me.  I think this is very unhealthy but it's part of my personality. I mean how do you stop caring for people who you see everyday? Especially in this kind of work were everyone almost stops caring for themselves because they are too busy or too tired. I wish everyone in ぐんぐん stops for a while and take care of their healths. I get worried for everyone.

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Hi. I realize I haven't been posting lately. Well because I'm trying to find a good place to move in to and I currently have my first job back! Well I kinda got a different job than the previous one and it's very different. Different meaning harder. So I'm really sorry if I haven't been posting much. Well I guess this is me updating you. And me trying to let off steam a bit. Well. I feel kinda pressured lately. I mean my job is more difficult now mainly because I kinda qualified for it. I didn't really realize but they made me take an exam for this and I just thought it was a regular exam and I didn't know it was some kind of qualifying exam. I thought we just needed to answer an exam as prerequisite to join the team but not everyone was part of this new team. I dunno. I hope we do good. Anyways. I hope you still have classes with us tho. I'm with some other new teachers


A picture of me and Gela. We're teammates :))

Me, Mayu, Cici, Gela, Dew, Sadee, Drake, Vale

I hope you guys catch us during the weekends. We might be too busy during the weekdays. I'm back to being a weekend teacher. See you guys!

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