I just realized something.

I have a personality that I don't like about myself now.

I don't like the fact that I'm reliable.

You never really think about it but being reliable is not a very good trait.

You tend to get abused.

Just today, I got like 4 people messaging me for help and I respond to all of them.

I don't know if it's a good thing.

But I realize now as I'm sleepy and on the verge of another withdrawal, I don't want to respond.

I don't feel like helping out.

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